If there is only one day.
Dear My Endless love,
“I Love You So Much”
Yesterday was happy yet so sad, and now surabaya didn’t feel the same.
Every corner here is us, without you all just memory.
Would you mind to repeat that memory again babe?
I just can’t life without you sayang
Did you realize that we are exactly trying to be okay?
We’re just the same, me sad you sad, me cry you cry.
I remember one night, we went to some places to order food and ate at car while you staring at me. You gave me a little hug and then said “I love you”.
That was the most memorable moments that really touch me.
I can tell you that my biggest fear is losing you. And im pretty sure that im not okay and never gonna be okay without you.
There is no way can separate us.
Im so lucky to have you.
and i believe you are worth to fighting for.
if my heart has spoken, there is nothing more to hide.
i feel like i can’t hold back my tears anymore.
Which always drips every time you’ll leave me to pick up hopes and dreams.
I learned a lot from distance, Its always come with his ego.
no matter in any condition.
when im feel lonely,
when i need support,
when im happy,
even when im not breath at all.
if there is only one day.
i just want to spend my time with you. just two of us.
its okay if we’re only strolling around the city that feels gloomy at that time.
or just looking at you from aside.
if there is only one day.
Let me take care of you..
because i know you’re not smart enough at this.
lets grow old together.
if there is only one day.
let me be the place of your moaning of pain,
because i was created to hear it.
if there is only one day.
i just want to let you know that i love you so much.
no matter the condition is,
I’ll wait for you to come back.
As soon as possible.
Surabaya, 16 May.
Fani & Zahra
